Mi Vida Loca!

Today, I saw the third time of a movie, "The Hours", in my English Literature class.
I didn't know why, I had a strange feeling
(I can't even describe it exactly) and my heartbeat was very fast...
One thing unbelievable was that I wept this time, when I saw some characters' struggles.

I remember the first time I saw the movie was on March, 3. 2004.
At the same day, I wrote a short journal about it...

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"The Hours" is a profound movie which is a little complicated.
My reflection is that we should find a true life and try to make oneself happy.
Respecting life and cherishing the hours of everyday is the most important thing we should do.
Maybe 10 years later as I see the movie once again, I'll have different thoughts in my mind.
I only want to say, "I love this movie."
Also, I think that all women's hearts are hard to be understand,
especially those who cannot show herself.


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Now, I just understand more about human beings fragile
Yeah, as our discussion in the course,
most people would think that these women who have a happy family, things like that.
However, they still arent happy at all.
Its because?
Maybe they lost their right and ability to find love in life.
Maybe they want to do something for someone, but they cant.
Maybe they want to prove they have abilities to do something.
Maybe they want to choose another way to live, if they had this chance.
Maybe they just simply live in their own mind world.
Maybe......maybe...

From the movie, there is one scene which strike me very much.
--When Richard fell down from a window, my tear suddenly came up.
Then, I just couldnt stop it easily

Actually, when I saw the movie the first time, I couldnt help blaming
why they gave up their life so easily, and they seemed didnt care others feeling
But, when I saw it once again today, I just realize that
---they chose to die, because they wanted others can live well in the future.
Finally, they had their own right to choose live or dead